Thursday, February 16, 2012 @10:06 PM
Title : Important Notice
Hi everyone!
I'm shifting! Not physically. HAHA.
Just changing to another blog. :)
PM me for more info.
Good Luck and Take care.
p/s : im deleting this place soon. :)
Monday, December 26, 2011 @3:54 AM
Title : I Dont (FUCKING) Understands You
Current Mood : EMO / DEPRESS
WHY DOES SHIT HAPPENS DURING CHRISTMAS?! TWICE! TWO CHRISTMAS WITH YOU. AND TWO FIGHTS ON THE SAME FKIN DAY! (only Ruder understands this)
We had this argument today. Or should I say just a few hours back then arnd 11.45pm.
I told you I'm heading PG tmrw and I hoped that you could send me home so I can spend a few more minutes with you. You said you were tired in a joking way and asked me to ask J to drop me home. I was quite upset that time and yet ACTUALLY holding HOPE that you were actually kidding. BUT at 11.30 you said, BYE to me when J was heading home. I was so FUCKING disappointed and I was holding on to my tears cause I didn't want to let your father nor anyone else see this side of me. So I went down (as you wish) but idk why you followed down with a FUCKING BLACK FACE. Alright, its true that my face wasn't 'BRIGHT' either. But SERIOUSLY that moment i just want to be alone!
Then you shouted to me in your car saying "WHATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM NOW".
which made me cried like hell. WHO ARE YOU TO FUCKING SHOUT AT ME! NOT TO MENTION YOU SHOUTED AT ME THIS AFTERNOON. (don't feel like mentioning bout that shyt).
Then I replied "nothing" nicely in a normal tone.
and you said back "SO ITS ALWAYS MY PROBLEM LA NOW?!"
that instance! I just felt like saying "there's always problem on both sides when shit happens. and I just cant take so much thing in a day! a problem after one another! Do you think I'm like a blackhole? Just take in everything and not having any side effects?! SORRY TOO BAD THAT IM NOT! even a volcano will erupt!"
but i know, if i were to say it, his egoism might not FUCKING ACCEPT THIS TRUTH. So I just kept quiet and tried to act like nothing happen and i teared silently.
Then out of nothing he blasts again "HOW LONG ARE YOU GONNA CRY TILL?!" as if i'm like a useless piece of crap to him.
YET, i chose to be SILENT. (as usual)
then the whole journey we just kept quiet and he drive me all the way home.
Conversation starts when we was at the carpark.
Him : Since its so suffering to be with me. why are you still here?
Her : ... *sobbing You said everything as its an easy thing to let go
Him : Since you've already said that IHY so much. why are you still sticking with me?! (in raging tone)
Her : cause ILY?! (raised up my voice)
Him : you're here crying crying all whats the point to be so suffering around me?!
Her : its not.
Him : You always says that IHY......
That instance, I felt like saying "cause every time the way you argued with me just made it seems that you've got really irritated with me" but I held back, cause I know, it'll only led to worst scenarios.
Her : Sorry
Yes, I took everything on my own.
Him : You never knew how much I 'sek' you.
then he teared silently. and I felt that i'm the worst gf ever. FML
Thn the conversation gets awkward and P&C and ends with a NOT SO HAPPY ENDING. which I did not want to share. so please be understanding.
I posted this post, cause I just feel like i should let something out of my heart. after all of these writing i'm feeling much better. sorry for all the foul words. and I didnt expect you guys to understand anything from this. =). Although shits happens, but I still like christmas. dont worry. C:
LASTLY, IM PERFECTLY FINE as usual. =) showing you guys my bright smile. =D. Take care.
xx Tracy
Friday, September 17, 2010 @6:06 PM
Tittle : Tag In Fb~ >w< (My Kinda Guy ♥)
I was tooo Bored and I saw this! yay~! lawl. Lets Start~!
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Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please DO NOT spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in Facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.
If you're a guy - post this as "my kind of girl"
If you're a girl - post it as "my kind of guy"
To whichever gender you prefer, really.
sounds fun to do.. haha.
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- If I deny it would be against my heart.. -w-". but average lookin will be acceptable~ :D
2. Smart?
- Hmm.. Not too Smart.. I wouldnt wanted to be called a stupid. BEH. =w=
3. Preferred age?
- hmm nowadays I preferred smaller guys.. ;P.
4. Preferred height?
- It'd be nice if he's taller then me.
5. How about sense of humor?
- MUST HAVE! hahas
6. How about piercings?
- I dun mind. ;P. as long as he's happy and looks NICE with it~ but not too much
7. Accepts you for who you are?
- OFFFF COURSEEEE!
8. Pink hair?
- HELL NAW~ = =
9. Mushy, or not?
- No, I guess?
10. Thin or fat?
- Average will do.~
11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?
- Not Black.
12. Long hair or short hair?
- Short hair is preferrable. but if long hair looks good on him I dun mind. :D
13. Plastic or metal?
- Eh?
14. Smells good?
- Why not? = =
15. Smoker?
- No please.
16. Drinker?
- Average
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- I dun really mind.
18. Muscular?
- If I can choose.. Yes please. but not too much. Just abs would be nice. :D
19. Plays piano?
- why not?
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- WOOO~!
21. Plays violin?
- it doesnt harm playing. haha
22. Sings very well?
- hmmm~ not too bad not too well..
23. Vain?
- not too... confident will do. ^^
24. With glasses?
- if he looks good with them~ why not? haha
25. With braces?
- hmmm~ acceptable i guess~
26. Shy type?
- CUTE! lawl. >w<. but not too shy. hahas.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- in between. :D
28. Active or passive?
- 70% active?
29. Tight or bomb?
- urghhh..?
30. Singer or dancer?
- Dancer would be nice. :D
31. Stunner?
- hmm hmm~ depends. haha
32. Hiphop?
- NICEEE~
33. Earrings?
- hmmm Its alright~
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends/boyfriend-until-you-drop?
- ERRR LIKE NO! lawl
35. Dimples?
- Cute~ hahas but its ok with/without them. :D
36. Bookworm?
- no please~? he could like books but not too much. haha
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- ocasionally. ^^
38. Playful?
- with limits.
39. Flirt?
- not too much.
40. Poem writer?
- ocasionally.
41. Serious?
- not all time. when needed will do. ;D
42. Campus crush?
- idk.. :P
43. Painter?
- it doesnt really mind
44. Religious?
- as long as he doesnt go against god's will and stuff its alright to be a free thinker. ;P
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- with limits.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- its better to be not. :D
47. Speaks 20 languages?
- -w-"..
48. Loyal or faithful?
- arent this two the same? hahas. yes please. :D
49. Good kisser?
- idk... @__@
50. Loves children?
- why not? hahas.
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I reckon after this post, no one wanna come near mew. lawl. hahas
Thursday, September 16, 2010 @2:16 PM
Title : Tracy's Current Life. =.=;;
其實原本呢…
這篇日誌應該是寫英文的~
可是由於本人覺得已經有一段時間沒有看到華文字兼打華文字了，所以這篇就成為華文的日誌了~ （笑）
首先還是把這裡的蜘蛛網和灰塵給掃掃起來~
*掃掃* *咳咳* *繼續掃*
好吧！進入話題！
這篇東東其實是要讓你們知道我的近況~！
在我沒更新的這幾個月里~
除了放上一些廢材的東西以外… （汗）
我都在上課！
沒錯~！那麼懶惰的特雷晞小姐現在已經在上課了！（笑）
其實我上課已經有了差不多6個月了吧？
中間還隔了一段放假~！（笑）
時間過得真快啊~ 唉…悲哀啊~
再多幾個月有在放假~
然後又開學接著就是就畢業典禮了…
家人最近都在問，畢業后你要繼續讀什麽科目啊？
他們問起時，我就會想起之前SPM后他們就開始問的話題…（笑）
當然~
我的答案也是一樣的！
“其實我本人也不太知道要讀什麽…”
哈哈哈哈哈。
可是他們給我的答案不再是“讀商科啦~ 讀會記啦~ etc etc”
而是……
“去當空姐吧~ 然後找個人嫁嫁去”
我的天啊…
你們那麼早就想要把我拋棄了嗎…？ （泣）
哈哈哈~
不過他們也只是說說而已吧（？）
如果我真的就這樣嫁掉他們應該會傻去吧？ 呵呵呵
來了KL已經有一段時間了~
在這段時間里我都很想念檳城噢~~
其實昨天在從檳城回來的路途中我在想：‘如果我現在還在檳城的話，會是怎樣的啊？’
想了許久…
也沒想到什麽… = ="
哈哈哈。
可能是因為我怕我會後悔來到KL吧…？ =w="
不過目前為止都還好的~ 呵呵
偶爾回去一下也是不錯滴~ *yay*
哈哈哈。
好~
換個話題！
昨天在發呆的時候，
我在想我有沒有什麼東西變了（除了樣貌）…
結果也沒有什麽結果.... eh he... (-_-)"
性格上 - miso說我還是那麼幼稚 （汗）
高度上 - 全部人都說沒長高了（泣）
膚色上 - 哇哈~！這個我最愛~ 大家都說我黑了！yay! （勝利手勢）
最重要的！也是最糟糕的… 我還是單身… =w="
應該登個什麽征人啟示寫：姑娘，18歲，征男友 etc etc…
哈哈哈~ 其實也沒那麼糟糕啦~
我享受著單身生活~
啦啦啦~
所以呢… 你們認識的特雷晞其實都沒變到~
沒變到有異性沒人性噢~ 哈哈哈
例如： miso~ lawl 開玩笑的~ 呵呵
想要約我的話，不妨call我一下~ 看看我幾時回去咱們就出去玩唄~！
呵呵呵。 :D
可是都不懂會有幾個人看到這篇東東… = ="
不過還是放放吧~ 以免大家都以為我變了~
呵呵呵呵。
話說，最近我還真的迷上了FB的遊戲…
一開始那麼好命被我迷上的就是Baking Life…
可是他的壽命結束了~
現在輪到Castle n Co了… 呵呵
它的人物都好可愛的說，還有還有它的背景音樂也是~！
hohoho~!!
大愛大愛~！
不懂這次會持續多久… =w="
最近我的學院生活其實都蠻簡單的~
早上6.30起床~
有時候賴床一下下，6.45起床~
洗澡~ etc etc~
叫我表弟起床，吃早餐~
8.00出門~
8.30開始上課~ 9.45 休息~ 11繼續上課~
12.15 放學！
時間過得死鬼快~ 哈哈哈
星期五更厲害~
11.30就放學咯~ 哈哈
一開始時，覺得這樣的時間幾不錯一下。
早早回家繼續睡覺~
可是… 上了超不多有3個月的時間了，
覺得這樣的時間實在是在浪費青春…
在家裡什麽東西都沒有。
除了上網，看電視就是睡覺…
真的名副其實過著宅女的生活…
所以就變胖了！臉上的痘痘也變多了！！
我的天啊~ 我的地啊~ 我的允浩啊~
怎麼突然寫到允浩咧……？ （汗）
哈哈。
hmm hmm~
我看應該沒什麼可以寫了吧？
結束之前~
我要說~！！
alice nine的Tora-san，生日快樂！！！
呵呵. ♥♥♥♥
p/s : 如果你們要看圖圖的話，不妨下我的tumblr那邊看~ 呵呵
網址： yuncy.tumblr.com :D
p/s 2 : 我把背景音樂換成 Miss $ 的 What Have I Done Till Now. :D
最近都蠻喜歡這類型的歌曲的說~ 呵呵
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 @4:29 PM
title : cant believe im actually an EMO... lmao.
没有安全感的孩子是这样的……
1. 自己走路会很快
2. 怕黑，却习惯晚睡
3.隐藏心事，喜欢一个人流泪
4.喜欢有口袋的衣服，否则会不知道手放在哪里
5.习惯抱臂习惯冷战
6. 会突然不知所措
7.喜欢窗户，喜欢角落，喜欢蜷缩
8.莫名的孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感
9.心事放在心里最温柔的地方，有一个自己的世界
10.害怕被欺骗，却喜欢和别人开玩笑！
11.整天傻不拉叽的，却莫名的想去看笑话，让自己笑笑！
12.很孤单，很想找人聊天，却故作坚强的隐身。
13.喜欢一个人静静地坐在那，思念朋友，回忆往事，然后傻笑。
14.喜欢傻傻的望着天空发呆，然后流泪。呆，然后流泪。
Monday, May 31, 2010 @7:46 PM
SUPPOSEDLY if you’ve seen over 70 films, you have no life.
Teen/Romance:
(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) Another Cinderella Story
( ) Step Up
( ) Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
(x) High School Musical 2
( ) High School Musical 3
(x) Hannah Montana Movie
(x) Enchanted
(x) Sydney White
Total: 7
( ) She’s The Man
( ) Licensed to Wed
( ) The Break-Up
(x) 13 going on 30
( ) 27 Dresses
(x) P.S I Love You
(x) Made of Honor
(x) What Happens in Vegas
( ) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Bride
Total: 10
( ) Camp Rock
(x) Wild Child
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
( ) 50 First Dates
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
( ) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday
Total: 15
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
(x) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(x) Twilight
( ) Nancy Drew
(x) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
(x) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
( ) Never Been Kissed
Total: 19
Comedy/Humour:
( ) Yes Man
(x) Bedtime Stories
( ) The Pink Panther
( ) The Pink Panther 2
(x) Marley & Me
(x) Cheetah Girls
( ) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
(x) Haunted Mansion
( ) Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 23
( ) The 40-Year-Old Virgin
(x) Night in the Museum
(x) Night in the Museum 2
( ) Evan Almighty
(x) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Meet the Spartans
( ) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
Total: 28
( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 32
Adventures:
(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of the Phoenix
(x) Harry Potter 6: Half-Blood Prince
( ) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 39
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(x) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(x) The Mummy
(x) The Mummy 2
(x) The Mummy 3
(x Journey to the Center of Earth
( ) City of Ember
(x) Finding Neverland
Total: 48
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man’s Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World’s End
( ) X-Men
( ) X-2
( ) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
( ) Spider Man 3
(x) King Kong
Total: 54
( ) Hellboy
( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 55
Action/Thriller:
(x) The Matrix
( ) The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolution
( ) Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
( ) Terminator 3
( ) Ocean’s Eleven
( ) Ocean’s Twelve
( ) Ocean’s Thirteen
(x) Casino Royale 007
Total: 57
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremacy
( ) Underworld
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) Death Note
(x) Death Note 2
(x) Death Note 3: L Change the world
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) I, Robot
Total: 61
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3
(x) Mission Impossible 1
(x) Mission Impossible 2
(x) Mission Impossible 3
(x) I Am Legend
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Signs
Total: 68
Horror:
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
Total: 69
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Child’s Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 72
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
( ) Silent Hill
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
(x) Omen
(x) House Of Wax
Total: 75
( ) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
( ) Shutter
( ) When a Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 75
Cartoons:
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
(x) Madagascar 2
(x) Kung Fu Panda
(x) Bolt
(x) Wall-E
(x) Monsters Inc
(x) Shark Tale
Total: 85
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) ET
(x) Cars
(x) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles
Total: 95
Inspirational:
( ) Little Miss Sunshine
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mockingbird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
Total: 97
Classics:
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Titanic
(x) Romeo & Juliet
( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night’s Dream
TOTAL: 99
conclusion : I HAVE NO LIFE. =D
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @11:17 PM
Title : Yo~! 大家好久不见！
yoyo~!!
我看有一阵子我没上这里了吧…？
差不多有3个月了？
呵呵呵… 歹势啦…
向大家鞠躬… m(-_-)m
我相信大家应该会怀疑为什么我突然打篇中文的东东出来吧……？
是不是？对不对？
一定是了~ 哈哈哈~ （自己SS中，请大家54吧…）
其实呢~~ 因为我心血来潮想打篇中文的所以就打咯~ XD
大家现在应该是在握着拳头想要一拳打下去对吧？
我只说一句~！
“别打脸~！！！！”
- 经过一番‘打斗’ -
现在进入重点吧~！（抹汗着）
这期间~
特雷茜我可不是没干啥事~~
我可干了好多好多事呢~~~ 咩哈哈哈哈！（自我陶醉中）
其实也没有很多啦…
呵呵呵…
那只是懒惰上来更新的理由而已… xP
本来还以为静静的就没人发觉…
谁知布布她…她…
发现了还不止~！还给我到她的部落格写下我没更新………………
没办法了~ 只好飘来更新咯……~
别让她等嘛~ 呵呵呵
（路人：我们叫你更新时，你就不更啦？！这是啥意思？！*握拳*）
啊~！！ 别。别。别打脸~！
汗死… 怎么突然演起戏来了？废材~！
话说~ 我没更新的期间…
让我想到了alice nine 的 虎。 （汗）
他也是一位很少更新部落格的人。
可以说完全不更新的人？
我可以说懒人就有懒样吗？
说完上面那句后应该会被 Saritosan九號。砍死？ 应该不会吧？ 哈哈
话说… 因为 Saritosan九號。我现在迷上了alice nine~
不应该说现在吧？
应该是前几个月的事了………… 哈哈~
她还介绍我去看他们的secret perf video~
看到我要死~~ >_实在是太帅了~！！！！ （喷鼻血）
哈哈哈~~
我还去下载那个vid… （汗）
若你们要看的话，和我要那个link吧~ ^^
我很乐意分享~ 呵呵呵
不知不觉已经三月咯~
成绩也拿了…
是时候收拾心情上课了吧…
还没要上课的时候，整天恨不得快快上课~
可是现在要上课了，突然想回到懒散的日子…
虽然这段日子有点闷…
啊~！不对！ 是超级的闷！！
可是也是好~ 每天什么东西都不用想~
只需要：吃饭，冲凉，上网 和最重要的睡觉~！！
呵呵呵…
可是这种美好的时光是不长久的~！
除非我立志当懒人~！！
其实… 若能的话，我很早就立志当懒人了吧？哈哈哈~~
上学的事，迟点再说吧~
接着~
我明天要考车了…
好紧张噢~~ 呜呜~~
希望不会被当掉~！！namooooo （祈祷中）
一定要‘扒斯’~！ 咔~
大家为我祈祷吧~！！
这两天我都去学车那边练驾的说~~
应该都没问题了吧？ >_加油~！
我没更新的某一段期间…
我是在KL~
我在哪差不多一个月吧？
无所事事一个月… （汗）
也不是完全无所事事啦~ 有到处逛，找ling他们~
那是新年前的事咯~
好久了对吧？ 呵呵呵
接着呢~
因为我的澳洲的亲戚们都来嘛~
又在到处逛~ + 吃吃喝喝…
所以都肥了…………
可是现在又在瘦回啦~
家人都说我胖点比较好看的说…
可是…
胖时，量体重的时候就会………… （-A-;;）
出现类似的表情…………
过不了自己那一关啦~！！ >_除非他们都把那部机器丢掉~ （汗）
后来~
因为要送他们走~ 所以又下了KL一趟~
不过只是2天而已啦~
呵呵呵~
这段期间有图图噢~~
事先生命~
图图少得可怜呐~ 哈哈哈
现在很迟了……还是明天在PO上来吧~~ ^__^
不知不觉中写了好长一篇东西呢……
都是些废话~ XD
MS在浪费大家的时间…
希望大家能够体谅…
再度鞠躬 m(-_-)m
时间不早咯~~
我明天还得6.45am起床准备考车呢……
命苦啊……………… （泣）
各位晚安~~ >3<
p/s ：这篇东东花了我不少时间的说…我还一边tweet一边更新… 所以很慢~ 呵呵呵
p/s 2：我把部落格的音乐换成 The Meaning Of Us - Namie Amuro。 希望大家会喜欢~！ ^^
